Remembering: winds of change

Months after cyclone Marcus ‘Perfect Tree’ remains on it’s side with a flush of green leaves. Mighty and wonderful things are brought low, even this grand tree which seemed a permanent fixture of the vacant block, the tree marked the grounds for various circuses that came to town, it was a shady meeting spot. Several years ago when I was offered a good set of second hand schwable tyres, the fella told me he’d left them under The Big Tree. I knew the one… It was solid, reliable, forever… It seems forever has an expiry date.

Over the past ten years of commuting to my current job by bicycle I have gotten to know several ‘iconic’ (to me) trees. They are trees that have stood out in some way as interesting and have defied the war of attrition pitted against all things natural in our town. Withstood the disregard the natural environment under the heavy hand of ‘progress’, the exploitation of mindless developers and bureaucrats. These trees are significant to me because they are resilient, they exist in unlikely locations. Some stand out because of their near perfect form, some due to their size and others because of the scars they have collected.

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On my regular cycle trips around Darwin I would take comfort in the enduring beauty of these woody entities and pay tribute, if only mentally, to their existence. I guess in a town like Darwin that is constantly reinventing itself, rushing to knock down the old and replace it with something newer, neater, emptier and rarely any better. The trees, (my trees) kind of symbolized a lifeline linking the present to something a little more stable than yesterday’s headlines! They had history, they were to me a kind of anchor to a desire for continuity, not necessarily permanence, but something lasting.


In the Days after Cyclone Marcus hit Darwin when so much of the debris was being removed from our roads I returned to my regular commuter path, now a vastly different experience. Many large trees had fallen, shady avenues were now stark and bare, the glossy canopy of Anula park had been lost completely. So many of my favorite trees were laying flat on their sides with foliage still green, some shattered and split as their hollow centres had given way, nearly every tree that had registered in my mind map of giants had tumbled to the ground. As the days passed their leaves turned grey and wilted, council trucks came and carved them up with all the other wood and removed them from where they had stood so majestically, not even the stumps remain, the only sign they were ever there are the piles of woodchips left behind after industrial chippers had mulched the lesser branches…


Now as I ride I try to remember where the trees stood, some, the ones that are not on parkland or blocking roads remain on their sides, but most are gone. What had seemed permanent had disappeared with a puff of wind. How long before they are forgotten? How quickly the landscape can change and we carry on as if all is as it always has been. I think of the casuarinas along our coastline, one by one falling into the rising sea… dunes being engulfed by the encroaching tides just a few centimeters higher this year than the last. I think back on the Yellow Spotted monitors that used to be so common and how the amphibian life was so diverse before the coming of the toads… And my kids who have only ever known two kinds. Green frogs are good Toads are for compost… So quickly it all changes and we carry on, but I do for now miss my trees.

The dawn ride

Current status: Singular audience of ego, 1, self.

Purpose of this post: Share some photographs taken with my phone over the past few days.

WWII Pillbox @ Lee Point. NT Australia

During the time of Covid-19

In the Northern Territory we have a lot of room to move. It is still possible to work at the office and to go out in nature (close to home) for exercise.

On a good day I’ll get up before dawn and cycle along the coastal tracks, watch birds and observe the changing tides. On a good day I will see the sun rise and admire the moon in its various phases.

On a good day I can smile deeply with myself in the presence of greater God’s that smile on me too.

Welcome to the Combobulated Pinboard

OK yes it’s an odd title.

Why ‘Combobulated’? Well I have spent so much time feeling ‘discombobulated’ I figured I’ve got nothing to lose by giving this space a hopeful title…

The pin board ‘(Pinboard)’ is a venue, a place where ideas may be collected, contained, considered and displayed like butterflies on a pin board…

Who am I holding space for here in the WordPress bloggerverse? Well I guess it’s a space primarily for myself, interstate and international friends who are interested in my part of the world geographically, and aren’t averse to my part of the universe on the conceptual plain… Folks who like to ponder the irony, the absurdity of the human experience. Werido’s, oddballs and misfits who are serious and silly about life. The serious ones who cry themselves to sleep at night but wake up sparkling hopefully ready to greet the dawn and face the day with humor and the night with wonder.

Before the world of social media platforms, apps etc… I would commune with the bloggers, the cyclists, the experimenters, the vegan cat loving lesbian rebels, poets and nature loving, mystic dreamers who had time to discuss the feeling of sand beneath their toes and clay beneath their nails… Walkers, swimmers, crocheting believers in natural weave, no place for ironing boards or wrist watches. The planters of gardens, shield carriers of a crimson dawn when office blocks would crumble under the weight of stampeding adolescence on a Friday afternoon, tattooed and scarred addicts clean and sober half a lifetime gathered at ice cream stands sipping late’s and swapping stories of life on an Indonesian surf beach drinking muddy coffee black and yellow rice.

I used to write stuff on Blogger at Through Balanda Eyes but now I’m here!

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